"Underneath it all, you're naked"- Kenneth Cole

Hellos! My name is Cathy. I am a teenage girl residing in New York City. Life is not so great here, trust me. I am quiet, but not shy, I guess maturity got the best of me. I live in another borough than I go to school in. I am going to be a Senior in the current high school I am attending. My plan to fly solo until college. I mainly reblog things I find interesting/nice looking/I like. I rarely write about my days & my feelings. I have aim/twitter& FB. Ask for them if you want them. Follow if you want to :).

• Urgghhh!

I spent my good money that I earned from my job and bought the Maybelline instant age rewind undereye concealer and my fucking dad goes and use the bathroom and dropped the whole freaking tube knocking the cap off! And he just left it there on the floor too! The whole freaking sponge applicator is contaminated with germs and I haven’t even used it 3 times since I bought it! There is no way I can clean the freaking applicator too! WTFFFFFFF! sdtawryarehsfdh

1. Do you sleep in your bra?
Sometimes when I am dead tired and just want to drop dead as soon as I hit the bed.
2. Does your dad know you like boys yet?
LOL. Idk, I rarely speak to him…
3. Do you enjoy drama?
Shows, yes. drama in my life, not so much. I do enjoy hearing drama about some else tho. It’s a girls thing!
4. Are you a girly girl?
People say I am, but it’s just how I dress. How I dress does not reflect on my personality whatsoever.
5. Small or large purses?
Large! Anything that can fit my camera body and lenses, because I carry that thing with me everywhere.
6. Are you short?
Average? 5’4
7. Do you like somebody?
Nope, I never actually liked anyone. I have yet to communicate with guys.
8. Do you like Halloween?
No. Not at all, free candy is kind of stupid. Candy’s cheap guys!
9. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
In my bath tub, lol.
10. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
Idk, I am pretty sure there is though. Not saying I am popular or anything, maybe weird, but not popular.
11. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Yup. People who have same names.
12. What color is the bra that you’re wearing?
Kinky question, navy (;
13. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Anything floats my boat :)
14. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Nope.
15. Do you have a best friend?
I like to think that I do, but in actuality, I don’t.
16. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Nope.
17. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
All the time, especially when I look in the mirror. But just by the thought of the procedures, creeps me out. I guess nobody is ever satisfied with their appearance.
18. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Nope, beach, yeah.
19. How long have you had a Tumblr?
2 years+?
20. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
Yup, during truth or dare.
21. What are your biggest fears?
Not fear, but phobia is when I see a bunch of clustered holes…..
22. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yup, more than 5x.
23. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater”?
LOL, yeah. Dramas manipulated my mind.
24. Do you ever wish you were famous?
ALL THE TIME! Korean famous though. Just seem so much more exciting and private, unlike being american famous.
25. Are you currently missing someone?
Nope.
26. Who are you texting right now?
Ehhh…..no one. I only have two hands and they’re typing right now.

• You know what bothers me?

Girls who deck themselves with just hollister.

You probably don’t even careeee…..

• My first compact DSLR to arrive on Monday! :D

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! (scream of excitement btw) I-can-not-wait! OMG. I just realize that I have not express my fondness towards photography on tumblr yet. How could I have possibly left out this hobby of mines? Anyways, yes, I love photography! I can’t describe my feelings towards it just yet but I do know that I have a strong passion for it, like a fat kid and cake (not trying to offend fat people and people who likes cake). I mean, I guess my fondness towards photography was derived from the fact that I can’t let go of some things of the past, other words, I can’t face reality. I like to capture moments and things that I find beautiful to tell myself that there are a lot of mind-blowing things in the world for me to see, tsktsk, past suicidal thoughts…ahem. Also I am a forgetful person, so I want to capture events so I can look back on it in the future. Looking at these pictures can bring back moments of happiness, so my heart can forget and let go of the hardships. During these past years, I have changed my camera numerous of times. I remember when I was little, I would always nag my mom to get me a camera. I know, I should stick to one camera, that’s the true description of photography, to capture moments despite what camera you have. Don’t worry, I still have my very first camera :) But I also like quality and the specs of an image. Quality can spice up an image, so when you look at the picture, you can actually remember the feeling you had in the image. You might not know what I am talking about, but I can’t explain it any clearer, like my feelings towards photography. But THANK you Catherine for lending me money to so I can persist in this hobby that I love doing. I swear, as of right now I am the happiest girl in the world, I don’t think I will change my camera anymore, just lenses, haha. But my anticipation for new things/camera have never been this overwhelming before. I-JUST-CAN’T-WAIT. The camera’s price was a bit hefty, but sometimes, just sometimes, money can buy happiness :).

• zdfhzdfhDFg!

I swear I have the worst-est luck evarrrr! I was writing my QoL paper, and my laptop shut down. Of all the time in this day that it can shut down, it decided to shut down when I am half way through with my paper. Worse thing worse, I didn’t save it, which is something I would not normally do. Usually I save the current paper I was writing every five minutes. Urgh. I guess I brought it upon myself. I shouldn’t have procrastinated and took advantage of this vacation. On top of this paper that I need to finish by tomorrow I still have to read 50 pages and a whole AP Biology chapter with notes. KILL ME NAOO! I am planning to not go to school tomorrow. I am such a failure. I guess my brother was correct, it does not matter if I have potential, if I slack all those potential are put to waste….one out of a million things that I actually agree of. I’m such a failure. I am here putting my knowledge to waste and doubting my abilities while I could have been working on my paper. I have yet to conform to society’s standards…